here&now

the world according to me

Day 3

This heat can trick your mind into thinking things that are not what they seem to be. View high resolution

Day 3

This heat can trick your mind into thinking things that are not what they seem to be.

Day 2

Rediscovering the wonders of my first true love. View high resolution

Day 2

Rediscovering the wonders of my first true love.

I’m terrified that someday you will forget me. When I say that, I don’t mean that you will walk past me and pretend like you don’t see me. I don’t mean that you will put me in the past and move on. I’m terrified that one day you will look at me and wonder what my name is, wonder if I ever meant anything to you. And the sad part is, I’ll never forget, even if I want to. View high resolution

I’m terrified that someday you will forget me. When I say that, I don’t mean that you will walk past me and pretend like you don’t see me. I don’t mean that you will put me in the past and move on. I’m terrified that one day you will look at me and wonder what my name is, wonder if I ever meant anything to you. And the sad part is, I’ll never forget, even if I want to.

It still hurts. How can someone you love hurt you so much?

Day 1

Deleting your messages from my inbox one by one. Hurts like hell with every single delete confirmation.

end.

the future seems bleak to me now. plans and dreams have just been washed down by tears. you don’t chose who you love but you choose who you breakup with. i’m hurt and there is no way to explain it. the person i love most has just morphed into the person who hates me now. indifference, they say, is the opposite of love. but to me, who cares. my heart has just been broken and there is no easy way about this.

Sometimes, it’s better to say no.
So here goes: Sorry but no.

Sometimes, it’s better to say no.

So here goes: Sorry but no.

Resilience.

The Philippines have always been in the Ring of Fire and it has always been right next to the vast Pacific Ocean where most powerful typhoons originate. This is a fact. Our country has always been at the mercy of these typhoons and, from time to time, earthquakes.

I am not new to Filipino resilience. It has always been one of our greatest traits as a nation. We suffer, we endure, we shake it off and we try to move on. We try to forget.

What irritates me today is that our government, for past 50 or so years, has abused this resilience, this Filipino spirit. Every year hundreds of Filipinos die because of floods brought by typhoons. Yet every single time a typhoon hits our country, our government acts like we are experiencing it for the first time.

I am angry and mad right now because we as a nation deserve better. No Filipino should have died of these typhoons had our government invested extensively on infrastructure and disaster management projects. If our fucking government can afford to buy SUVs for its’ officials, acquire million-dollar fighter jets for its’ Air Force and pay for the electricity of its’ centralized air-conditioned offices, then it can afford a sound and reliable flood control system in every typhoon-prone area in the country and invest in a highly-advanced disaster control and reporting system.

The Filipino people is resilient according to that CNN commenter. But that person never knew that the Filipino people is getting tired. Of having to bear the brunt of a corrupt government system. Of having to deal with selfish and corrupt elected officials. Of being made to look pitiful by our fucking government in the eyes of the whole world. Now is the right time to demand from our government what we all should deserve: we deserve to reap the rewards of the taxes we pay.  And I think we deserve all the RESPECT that our government has never shown us all these years.

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